Continuation..

My first official week in Unitar...guess what...i have no class this week.How nice.I went to see Pn.Faridah who is the faculty executive.She explained to me that due to the conversion mode of the study and due to the lack of lecturers, i didnt have to come for the week.I didnt feel anything about it.I guess im so used to the whole situation, id figure i just go with the flow.Because ive always wanted to go back to school for a while as i felt that i needed a higher qualification.I certainly can work with my diploma but i cant be working using that qualification for the rest of my life, and in order to get a better job, i needed to get my degree.

I havent got my time table yet as I have not been registered in any course subject. Pn.Faridah had to fit me in with the seniors as i have many exemptions.Good news for me but it will be a bit complicated.This is a whole new ball game for me.I didnt know what to expect.I was quite terrified as well as i was the only first semester student who is taking a core subject together with the seniors.I was older than all of them but i feel a bit intimidated in terms of their knowledge.They have been there way before me.Im like a white canvas, just waiting to be painted on.

I didnt do much for the first week except doing some research on the subjects that i will be learning.Literature was very alien to me.Frankly speaking. i dont really read poetry.Its so rhythmic, so imaginative,yet so beautiful.Apparently im not so rhythmic in terms of expressing my thoughts and feelings.Im beginning to but i dont know how the end result is going to be like.Mr Najmi, my literature lecturer, happens to be a short term celebrity.He was one of the reality tv show Akademi Fantasia tutors.No wonder he looked familiar.He must be really good in what he's doing so i think im in good hands.I hope it wont be painful.He seems like an interesting guy.Funny in his own way. But he likes to pick on my weight...that made me feel a bit upset but he was only joking.Nevertheless, you know how it its when people say things about your physical.I have low self esteem and that didnt really help me.But i am determined to do this.I will survive this.